So we tried to seek professional advice from counsellors.
Two years have passed. We have accepted the fact that my husband needs to spank me when I’m not behaving, but with a safe word, and only inside our bedroom.
We talk to each other more and I’m less like a little girl in front of him now. I don’t know if this is a good thing but all I’m trying to do is being a good wife and a good mom :)
No spanking so far after my last post.
But my husband did put me over his knees and pull down my panties once — and then he changed his mind :)
