good girl gets rewarded

Passed CFA Level 3
Taken good care of my nephew for the long weekend
Behaved well after the last big punishment

Now time for a two-day vacation :) my first time here.

when a kid can't handle his emotions

My husband said I'm good at taking care of kids.

This morning we had to leave our house. 50 mins before we did, I tried to tell my nephew we will need to leave, so he had time to get ready and say goodbye to all the toys he had at our place. 15 mins before we had to get into the car, I gave him a checklist written entirely with pictures and asked him to check if he had everything with him.

Then we left the house on time.

On the way the little boy said he wants candy, which was at my home. And he started crying...

If he's with just my husband, I can imagine he must have parked the car and scolded him. But I tried another approach.

I just said "I know you want to have candy but we don't have any candy. You feel sad. It's ok to cry. Crying makes you feel better". Then he just cried and my husband looked at me like "what the hell is this?"

30 seconds later, I asked the little boy "Have you cried enough?" "Yes"
"Do you feel better?" "Yes"

Then he stopped crying.

Good. Then I asked if he wanted to listen to a story or some music. And the car was back to peace.

Sometimes you just need to help a kid talk about his emotions and let him cool down a bit.

Maybe my husband should sometimes be more empathetic and let me calm down and don't spank me that much? ;)

have kids? no kids?

I don't cook at home ever since I've got married, but today I've made an exception.

It's quite easy to make but my husband was surprised at my creativity :)

Tada!

And the question of whether my husband and I should have our own kids has popped up again.

Freedom & flexibility VS Family

It's never easy to decide.

3-day nanny

I'm taking care of my bro's 3-year-old for three days.

Day 1. Once the little boy arrived at our home, he took off his shoes and socks and went to our bathroom to wash his hands -- all by himself. My husband and I were totally surprised.

Then it was about time for an afternoon nap. My husband asked the little one if he'd like us to read a story to him, but he asked if he's allowed to read his storybook by himself before he slept. My husband and I were surprised again.

My husband said kids in Germany normally don't learn to read till they go to school at 5-6. And I was in France around the boy's age and couldn't read till I was 4 and a half.

The language is simple, like:
"Buzz looks for woody. Andy's other toys helped".

And this takes up one whole page, in large font size with a big, colourful picture.

I said to my husband I don't know how my bro and my sis-in-law have raised such a good kid. Then my husband said yeah, he should learn from my bro and make me a better girl =_=

Well, as far as I know they never spank the boy. So spare the rod, find the kid?

a brand new day

After the painful spanking, this morning I was woken up by my husband with a kiss on my face, then he sucked my nipples and followed my spine down to my butt and my legs. And he gave me a kiss on my butt and legs, where he caned a lot yesterday :( All the cane marks are gone by now, as if nothing had happened.

My husband asked our helper to prepare a very good English breakfast for us. He then touched my face and said if I want to meet my ex-bfs in the future, there's no problem. I just tell him and we meet together. No need to lie.

He said it broke his heart when I lied to him and when he had to see me cry soooo much when I was punished :( aw...

But it's all gone. The punishment. The pain. The tears.

Now time for a good breakfast :)

a big punishment

My husband doesn't like me seeing my ex-boyfriends, no matter whether it's from as old as high school or what. But one of them happened to be here on business.

And you should know that we've managed to meet in the end. And no one could tell cos I changed his name on my phone to a girl's name. To cut the long story short, my husband found out when he heard me call another guy's name in my dream and got totally mad at me and said he'll use the nursery cane on me :(

I told him I've passed CFA, but he said that's another matter and we'll deal with things one by one. A big punishment first (!) Then he removed all my clothes, leaving only my lace panties and my bra.

The punishment started right away. No explanation was needed. And because of my period, his targets were my legs :( I was supposed to be standing to be caned, but I just couldn't help moving my body. The more I tried to stay away from the cane, the harder he hit and the more he hit (sob sob). I just cried non-stop like a baby. I bet there were tears all over my face. 

The cane hit all over my legs. And all over my butt. I still had my panties on but it didn't give me much protection. When it's finally over, my husband told me to wipe my tears and take a shower and spread some lotion over my legs and butt.

Sigh. Every caned mark still felt sore when I tried to wash myself in the shower. I dried myself with a towel and looked myself into the mirror. My butt had some patches of red. My legs had many tramlines in all directions.

When will they be gone? :(

"Now you feel embarrassed. What have you learnt from this?" My husband asked.
"Don't lie, and don't cheat" I said.

And my husband said "good".

What a painful lesson :(

maintenance "homework"

After I was spanked the other day, I happened to have learnt something like can, should, want to, must in my German class.

Then my husband made me write a few sentences with those words, to remind me that I can't drink anything cold until I have fully recovered.

This is what I have written:

I don't know how to use "when" or "if" yet. If you can read German, you should know that this is what I've written:

"I cannot drink beer. I can drink tea or water.

Maybe I should not have any ice-cream.

Today I want to have iced tea, but I am still coughing. I must wait."

So my husband doesn't give maintenance spanking but maintenance "homework".