Re-do

by noon I finished both my proposal and my german short writing.

“I’m done!!!!!” I told my husband. He came and kissed me and said “good girl”.

Then he asked me to show him my work.

He looked at my PhD proposal and said it’s good. He then made a few suggestions about things I can think about later when I start my research.

I showed him also my handwritten German short writing. Just about 300 words, and I had to use new sentence patterns that I had learnt, like anstatt, indem, durch, sodass, infolgedessen and ohne. I wrote it very quickly cos I really wanted to go out.

My husband read it and said “rewrite Line 3-8”.

But there are only 8 lines 😮

He said he could accept work of bad quality if I tried my best, but obviously I didn’t 😢

I don’t want to re-do it. I said to my husband.

Then you stay home the whole day until you have got it done, properly. He said.

I had no choice but erased everything from Line 3 and started over.

About 30 mins later I was done.

Then my husband told me to pull down my panties and put me over his knee (!!!)

Why? 😮

He said I didn’t try my best and still made lots of mistakes.

He made me read from Line 3 over his knee and make corrections if there’s something wrong. The first and second time I made a mistake he only told me what’s wrong. The third time I made the same mistake? He’d put a small X on my homework and give me 2 spanks on my bottom, and 3Xs will earn me a good spanking over his knee.

I first got an  X cos of tenses. It’s so easy to use the wrong form of perfect tense when there’s movement. Should be “bin” but dunno why I often write “habe”.

Spank! Spank!

Then Dativ is another area I’m bad in. All plural nouns have -n following Dativ but I forgot. I should have learnt this a long time ago.  That earned me the second X.

Spank! Spank!

I didn’t want the third X or more spanking 😭

Then I made one preposition mistake.

Followed by one mistake with word order in Neben-Satz.

And two more mistakes... but my husband said it’s ok cos it’s just word choice. He leaves it to my teacher.

Still one more line till the end. I read it cautiously, as if it were from some sort of legal documents.

Thank God I made it to the end with no more mistake.

My butt was safe.

“Write more carefully next time. Especially with Dativ and Akkusativ” my husband said.

I am sure I will 😢

Then my husband pulled up my panties and pants and asked me to get changed for lunch :)

No going out

The weather is good today, but my husband has said I can’t go out till I finish writing my PhD proposal and my German homework 📚 This PhD application has been sitting on my desk for almost one full month. 

“No more procrastination”, he said, as he gave me a light spank on my bottom. 

But I still wanna go out 😫

While my husband is still sleeping, I’m already up. Let’s see if everything can be done by noon. Maybe it’s good to eat something nice and have a walk afterwards? 

spank!

i thought I’ve been a good girl.

I was holding lots of things in my arms and had to close the fridge door. Isn’t it normal just to close it with my foot?

“Bad girl”, my husband said as he saw me do that.

After I put all the stuffs onto the dining table, he walked towards me and gave me a spank on my bottom 😮 Not painful but I was totally shocked!

Procrastinating...

been procrastinating my application for a part-time doctorate degree programme. My job has been too busy, and I keep coughing since the change of seasons.

Instead of putting me over his laps, my husband put me to the bed and said I should take a break.

So I had some reference books on the side table next to our bed and read till I felt sleepy and zzz the whole Saturday afternoon.

I’m happy that my husband is not punishing me all the time. He offers good solutions and alternatives too. And he never stops me from learning and becoming a better person but helping me a lot :)

back to school

Went back to my secondary school in England as a guest speaker today. The garden, the corridors, the laboratories, the classrooms, the houses, the chapel, the swimming pool, the gym, the tennis courts, the swings and the trees...

Suddenly all my memories were back.

As if I were a teen again.

I don’t remember being punished at home at all when I was a teen. The only punishment my best friend and I got at school was a really bad one though. We had to spend one week in the laundry room after school to help the house staff fold hundreds of shirts that they had ironed —- more than the total number of shirts that I’ll fold in the rest of my life I’m sure.

skirt up panties down

my husband’s parents are visiting us and staying with us for a few days. Yesterday when I was talking to my husband in front of his parents, I used very impolite language. My husband didn’t say anything but gave me a look at that time.

When we were home, he told me to go to our room upstairs. Then he came in and lectured me :(

After that, “skirt up panties down”, he said to me.

And I got three spanks on my bottom. It was only hand spanking but it made me cry :(

Then I looked at my behind in the mirror and saw a handprint (!) No wonder it hurt so much.

Been a good girl :)

Sorry for having not updated for a while. I’m super busy with my job. Too busy that I have to suspend my studies in England.

I haven’t been updating this blog not cos I’m not allowed to go online. I have been a good girl :) no punishment the last 30 days. 

I haven’t done any homework for my german class this entire month, and I couldn’t even make it to class last week. Sooooooooo busy. 

My husband said it’s ok as long as I keep using the language in my everyday life. Stlll Basic but i can  read and write and talk to people fluently — with limited vocabulary 😁

Just to tell you all I’m okay.